I would like to kind of bare my soul. When we have loved ones, friends and young ones who pass away before their time, we believe they are going to a better place, but the place they are leaving is in our hearts and minds.
This is very hard to fill. We have friends and family to talk to help, but ultimately, it is we who have to deal with it. There are no instructions; everyone is different and how we do it is hard. First we have to accept they are not there. Then how do we get through this?
We must go on with our lives for us, our families and our friends. We must place the ones we lost in that special place in our hearts and move on. We will go through some very hard times, but we will do it. We will not forget what we had. We will just go into life with a different outlook. We will move on.